New Audio: Half Waif Shares a Breathtakingly Gorgeous Meditation on Grief and Loss

Back in May 2022, Nandi Rose, the creative mastermind behind the critically applauded Half Waif, was standing on the ridgeline in northeastern Wyoming, looking at the landscape, a layer cake of strata, the colors representing compressed geologic time. She was at an artist residency, where she found herself grappling with loss and looking for answers in the sagebrush.
The previous winter in Upstate New York, Rose’s life had been riddled with blows as she faced losing a family member to illness and moved through a medical recovery of her own.

As she was gazing out at the wide plains, she felt the beneficence of the passing of time. “I’m not a failure,” she thought to herself. “I’m an ephemeral being.”

Rose’s latest EP, the five-song Ephemeral Being EP is slated for a May 31, 2024 release through ANTI- Records. Recorded between the winter 2021 and into the following spring, the EP looks at the transience of life while celebrating the continuation of nature’s infinite cycles. The EP’s material, the first part of a larger body of work scheduled later this year, Rose finds comfort and hope in the natural world.

Sonically, the EP’s arrangement boldly blend elements of contemporary classical with indie rock and synth pop. And while being at turns fierce and delicate, the songs reportedly set e as a reminder of scale: that we are ephemeral and tiny in midst of geologic and cosmic time. It’s also a reminder that when you feel paralyzed by life’s disruptions, and when we are often at most desperate, that nature offers us perspective.

Ephemeral Being EP‘s first single “Big Dipper” is anchored around a breathtakingly lush arrangement of twinkling keys, skittering gated reverb-soaked beats, atmospheric synths, bursts of guitar. The Kate Bush-like arrangement serves as a satiny bed for Rose’s vulnerable and yearning delivery. And while the song conveys an overwhelming sense of loss and grief, the song’s viewpoint is not of devastating heartache, but of hope and resolve.

“This is a song about looking for answers, and finding none, and looking again,” Rose explains. ““It was written at a time when I was feeling very stuck in my body and overwhelmed by compounding griefs. I was inspired by the Buddhist monk Thich Nhat Hanh, who had just passed away, and his idea of continuation–how we are not bound by our forms. We continue on. ‘This body is not me,’ he said. ‘So laugh with me, hold my hand, let us say good-bye, say good-bye to meet again soon.’”